Yesterday I briefly touched upon our creation in our mother’s womb as described in the book Feelings Buried Alive Never Die. The place where our life began. The place of peace, tranquility and happiness. This place of serenity is where Karol K. Truman believes we were jolted with our mother’s emotional response to her life. The emotion our mother felt vibrated within us and began our belief system where our feelings were created.
Our feelings and thoughts have a definite energy and we can feel them when they arise. Let me set up a scenario for you and see if this doesn’t stir an emotion within you.
You are in second grade and excited to be with your friends at recess. To keep you focused, your teacher splits your class up into two separate groups to start a game of soccer. The teacher picks a leader for each team and in turn each leader picks their players one-by-one. You are still standing as the last person to be placed on the team. What feelings stir within you?
In this scenario, the leader, the second chosen and the last chosen each have three different emotions;
- One of excitement if you are chosen as the leader.
- One of gratitude because you were picked as the second person and dodged the “nobody likes me” feeling but you may still wonder why you were picked second and not first.
- One of despair because you were the last one left standing and received the “nobody likes me” feeling.
This is where the short-circuiting to your body began as it developed this emotion of “nobody likes me”, otherwise known as unworthiness. To top this off, that same emotion was inherent in you at your creation if your mother also experienced this emotion and developed feelings of unworthiness. Over time this crazy emotional feeling was compounded every time you entered into this same scenario.
You might say, “well, I learned to laugh it off and let it be.” Did you really? Was this a mask you created to be the “bigger person” only to find out that this emotion grew inside of you two-fold with each new encounter. Karol Truman says. . .
“Your body’s energy, or electrical system, has a blueprint which requires it to be in balance and harmony if it is to function correctly. When negative or fear-based feelings or thoughts are registered in the body, the perfect operating energy patterns, or circuits, of the body which keep it in balance are adversely impacted. These energy blocks are the cause of our illnesses, our problems, and our challenges in life.”
In my scenario above, it’s great for the leader of this team because that emotion of feeling “powerful and popular” is like a “happy” drug shooting through your body’s energy field . . . BAM, that feels good! But I will guarantee you one thing, the leader of this team also experiences moments of insecurity and unworthiness that create grooves so deeply set within, they are hard to remove.
The negative energy blocks are what Truman says over time build up in our body’s cells DNA. This negative energy, which becomes heavily blocked or masked, can erupt at the most inopportune time after we can no longer hold our emotions and feelings within us. Much like a power plant lets off forceful steam or a volcanic eruption of lava occurs. Our emotions have to be addressed and released somehow, some way, somewhere or they begin to create our self-sabotaging nature without us knowing what happened.
What are your negative energy blocks saying to you, “I’m unworthy, unloved, not good enough, anxiety-ridden, abandoned, a victim, weak, empty . . . ?” “Did you realize that every emotion that has built up in us over time has allowed us to travel through our life setting up situations, subconsciously, to prove that we were not important”, says Truman.
Phew! I know, this is a big pill to swallow when we really stop and contemplate the many emotions that we’ve learned (some wrongly) to stuff during our lifetime. Karol further shares, “The mind directs and creates situations whereby it can fulfill whatever the belief is.”
Start paying attention to your emotional responses and feelings to situations over the next few days and see if you can identify your most wicked emotion, the one that stops you in your tracks. Whether it be jealousy, greed, powerlessness or grief-stricken, there is a way to begin working through these emotions. Karol Truman and Carolyn Mein have shown me a way to come to peace with my emotions and allow the feeling to subside as I continue on my self-transforming journey.
Until tomorrow and Day Four of my Karol K. Truman series, I remain at peace with love for my abundant life. Ciao!
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